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Fourth of July

Yesterday was definitely fun. Yay(:

In the morning, as much I was hesitant about it, I did my extra shift at the Tech. I got boring stations, but they didn’t actually end up too bad. At Life Tech Encounter, a guy named Alex came to do it with me. I’m glad I tried to make conversation, because he turned out to be a really cool guy. He’s one of those kids who go to one of those super competitive schools with almost every single AP course and whose parents force him to be in 3457945 SAT prep programs and whatnot. And he hates it. It caused him to resent his family. His parents expect him to be one of those Yale, Harvard kids. He just wants to go to UCSD, because he wants to study abroad in Italy. He’s really smart, or at least he really tries, but he thinks it’s not good enough. In some ways, he makes me feel really stupid. It’s like that Saratoga visitation. But in other ways, it also makes me feel lucky and happy. I can’t possibly imagine living under that much pressure and with that many expectations. Sometimes, I already think I have too much, but definitely nothing compared to that. I’m also glad that even though I’ve never had the opportunity to take that many classes or enroll in that many programs, I can still understand exactly what he’s talking about, since we took similar APs and everything, and the SAT is the SAT for everyone, rich or poor. The number one girl at their school has a 4.5 GPA and an almost perfect SAT, yet she got rejected from Stanford. Yea, I have no hope. haha. But yea, it was a really nice convo and the hour passed by really fast. He seemed disappointed that I had to switch stations and leave him there alone, but I told him that I really hope he gets into UCSD, and I certainly hope he does.

Then I tried Green by Design Encounter even though I had no experience, but it wasn’t bad. It was just boring. I learned a lot though. Then Arm Wrestling. Then break. Then Green by Design Encounter again. I was first paired with one guy who was just really really weird. He was too unfriendly and antisocial, that despite my efforts, there was no good conversation. Yet he expected me to watch his stuff for him without even asking me. Okay. Then these two other volunteers came and invaded my station. Hmmph. One was an annoying guy who tried to act like a know-it-all. The other was actually really nice. We talked, and he read the whole binder at the station. Man, hella intellectual. haha. I only scanned it. [x

After, I went to the grocery store with my parents. We bought weird ice cream, which I later brought to Phuc’s, because I would’ve felt really bad if I didn’t bring anything. Then I came and we all chilled and whatnot while Denny chose to put Saving Private Ryan on. I did not understand why it was so important to Kevin that I be the only person who doesn’t get to see what was inside the box. Then we ate Phuc’s mom’s delicious foods and the desserts that we all brought. I realized that there’s things that are inevitable and I must accept. It’s all a part of growing up. I can only control myself, and let whatever else unfold the way they must. Phuc’s mom kept asking me to play with Diana, Phuc’s lil sister, who is super cute! I played catch with her and read to her, but I cheated because everyone was watching a movie and I didn’t want to be annoying.

It’s so cute when sits on a stool on a chair to use the computer! Anyway, Phuc’s parents love me, for seriously. All my friends’ parents can absolutely love me, but if and when it comes to a boyfriend, they’re not going to like me, and I bet you anything. Life’s ironies. Then we played Uno. I won one round! But the next round took FOREVER. Tammy won, then second place took ages. We were standing, then leaning, then kneeling, then sitting, then laying. LOL. Until it got intense again. Then we watched Mr. & Mrs. Smith and ate watermelon while deciding what to do. Then we went to Piedmont, or “Vampire” hills. Thankyou Phuc for his jacket. The view was really nice! The fireworks weren’t very clear, but it was still cool. I liked the fireworks when we were on the freeway, because they were in all directions and very close by. Anyway, then we camerawhore like crazy, and it was really fun. But it was hilarious when we were taking our group pics, and all of a sudden, we were all rushing up to attack the camera. It was hella funny. Good stuff. Then I had to get dropped off, just in case. Overall, it was fun. I miss my friends. It wasn’t perfect, but that’s the best I can ask for now. I care more than I let on. It’s better off that way. Happy belated fourth of July! I think this was the first year I didn’t watch fireworks on Jul 4th with my parents. I missed them.

Today, so far, I went to hella early mass again. I kept nodding off. I went home and slept again. I didn’t know it until I woke up 3 hours later. I had a weird, twisted dream. Michael Jackson was in it. LOLOL. In retrospect, it was kinda sick and disturbing too. I was going to go biking w/ Jimmy again, but I’m just too lazy. Maybe I’ll do something later. Goodbye!

Fridays =(

I thought my newfound dislike for Fridays was irrational and I was just generalizing because I had a bad one. But today sucked too, so I don’t know, this better not continue. All of a sudden, Fridays make me sad and everything bad. Worse of all, today I feel so pathetic and all these other things that I’m not willing to express publicly. And all of a sudden, I feel like I’m being and doing exactly what everyone expects out of me, which was never the case, aside from the very few who really knew me. Seriously, if you leave me alone enough, my thoughts would kill me.

On the bright side, I’m finally catching up on Gossip Girl. I’m kinda glad I’m not watching it until now, because I can relate loads better than if I watched it then.

Like Jbao says, I’m Jennifer. I ought to turn this frown upside down.

Nickey’s in Vietnam for a month, but it’s just a seeyoulater. (: Texting is possible! Just costly! So it’d probably be rare! But just the possibility makes me feel so much better. Yay. (:

It's a seeyoulater.

Leaving off from last blog, MUN meeting was fine. I got there early and sat there by myself for like 10 minutes. haha. I got the Java Chip Frap that I’ve been craving and finished it before everyone got there. [x While waiting, JennyHuynh&I went outside to conversate. I love that girl. (: It was hilarious. You can’t just leave me with “There were 2 guys;” my mind was spinning! haha. Good stuff. Then the meeting. Then afterwards, Nickey&I dropped Loan off, then went to get Jimmerson&his girlfriend to take them home, and went to Fowler to see the sunset. Fries+Oreo McFlurry drivethru. There just wasn’t enough time. Goodbye got my tear ducts running like a river. I got a seeyoulater present. (: 3 books&the giant card that I love. Mm, Stress Management for Dummies and 2 happiness-related novels. (: I thought it was a perfect day. I’ve never been so happy and so sad at one time. 

Yesterday 07/01/09:

Volunteering @ the Tech. I chose a pretty high number, so by the time I chose stations, most of the stations were filled. I got to double up w/ Cindy for Water Table. That girl is so fun and crazy. Because I was not alone and with someone cool, it was much more fun and enjoyable. I learned a trick for Water Table. Mwahaha. [x We were in hella pictures though! We wish we had Tech Tags with us so we can camerawhore. Then I did an Encounter for the first time; the Life Tech one. I was shadowing mostly, and I learned so much! Thank goodness for physiology! haha. It was a half hour shift, then I had early break for the first time, since I chose later and too many people had the later break, so it was a lonely break. =( Then I went back to do Earthquake. Cindy decided to skip her break to stay with me. We were riding earthquakes and hella camerawhoring by ourselves, and with the kids. Too bad we can’t have those pictures. =( Anyway, in one picture, this guy’s head was cut off, and Cindy&I were hysterically laughing for no reason. We were so embarrassing. haha. I get Water Table again, while Cindy went to Arm Wrestling. She later informs me that near Arm Wrestling, there’s this music tech thing that records Earthquake. OMG, that means people were watching us being super embarrassing and crazy. LOL. Oh, and I finally got the right badge, since I didn’t know I got the wrong one last time. I am no longer Jennifer Hsu. [x 

Later in the day, I just chilled and stuff. Didn’t do much. I was just really tired and unenthusiastic. Last conversations. Nickey left for Vietnam. =( I hope for some form of communication. One month is too long, especially in the summer. How bittersweet. >[ But at least I know that it’s something to look back on and remind myself no regrets to have said it. Because I mean it. & to imagine the other scenario is just unimaginable. Cause that is love.

Today 07/02/09:

I had to wake up early to watch my grandma. Seriously, there is such a HUGE difference between visiting and taking care of her. It really just makes me sad. I don’t want to live long. Just enough.

I wanted my JRX officer meeting this week but I don’t think it’s going to happen. Officers, we better make it happen next week!

I think I’ll be going out in a little bit. It’s time to play. Cause it’s no time for thinking. Must keep busy, have fun, and enjoy myself. Summer work can go die.

I’m craving frozen yogurt and a movie date at someone’s house. Anyone’s. Let’s just rent movies and chill in an air conditioned room. Please please please.

It’s probably going to take me about a week or so to get used to it. Then I’d be numb or immune. But then, I don’t want to get so used to it that I close myself off and find it unnecessary. It was so hard for me to open and depend. Like pessimistically optimistic, I’ve become dependingly independent. I like it that way, and it worked for us. Let’s hope nothing changes, both ways.

In other aspects, lots of things have changed, and it makes me sad. All the time. But I shouldn’t be putting everything on myself. The ones who care will be there regardless. I can count my best friends on one hand. They love me for all I am and for all I am not. For the most part, I love that I also have a bunch of close friends whom I absolutely love. And I care way too much about them, and I really don’t mind. And I really do miss them, all the time. But really, you’re just a waste of my heartspace if you don’t care as much as you think you do, or as you once did. I can save my caring and worrying for somone else who’d deserve it more. For someone who might actually appreciate it. I hate it when people, especially so-called “friends,” try to put me down by criticizing me or something about me. It’s ridiculous, because what I’ve definitely seen in myself Junior Year is that I really don’t care. There just wasn’t enough time for that. There are more important people and more important things. There’s been days when I will wear something or do something that I KNOW someone is going to comment about. But I just don’t care anymore. And I am glad that I don’t. I once believed that I can be a pushover. And some probably consider it so. But when I do something for someone, it’s fine with me as long as I get a sincere thank you. And if it’s for a friend, it’s the least I can do, or at least that’s how I see it. If you’re my friend, I probably owe you so much more.

Brian was watching Sesame Street or something like that earlier. Bert&Ernie were talking about how friends are people who “don’t mind.” That’s exactly what’s been on my mind since yesterday afternoon.

I realize that for the most part, my blogs are pretty darn depressing. But personally, that’s what I use them for. To keep track of the happenings of my life for future reference, and to spill those sad, angry, nasty thoughts.

Hasta luego.(:

From Papayas to Passing!

I’m not doing very well at updating. Oh well. (:

Saturday 06/27/09

Gerrimae’s Cotillion Practice. Papayas because that’s all I understand in the song, and it’s been stuck in my head. It was confusing because the instructor kept changing the dance steps, and I sorta forgot everything from the week before. Regardless, it was still fun. Justin is hilarious. He had to leave before the second run, so Nesa substituted. It was much hotter. (; haha. I also need practice on my hip swinging.[x Carla came, and we got to talk&bond&get ice cream together during break. (: <3 It’s been way too long.  I’m glad there’s still cotillion practices and cotillion itself to give us the chance. Some old Viet lady came up to us though to offer us food. Weird. During Waltz, that one old guy grabbed me and made me do the Waltz with him. I was like O_O wth? More weird stuff. Afterwards, we went to get fitted for the dresses. The dress looks nice; idk how it’d look on me though. And we’re going to dance in like 2andahalf to 3 inch heels?! O_O After, I was supposed to go driving, but I went to church instead.

Sunday 06/28/09 

I had to wake up at 7 to go driving with the instructor. =( I hate how he always comes later than when he says he’d be there, always making me wait. Anyway though, it was quite an eventful drive. We picked up this lady who just came from Vietnam so that she could learn the way of the American roads and stuff. They were talking about me, since they think I don’t understand Viet very well. And surprise surprise, the instructor DOES like me. All this time I’ve been thinking he hates me cause I suck at driving, and he’s always putting me down. But he was telling her that he liked me cause I was really sweet&stuff. And he says that I’m busy, but that I do good deeds and will be very successful. He says my husband will be lucky. (: How sweet, right? I pretended I didn’t understand though. [x Afterwards, I had a very productive, yet relaxing day, so that was nice. Until I went to sleep though, and my mom made me go to sleep angrily. Sometimes, college seems so appealing and I just cannot wait.

Monday 06/29/09

In the morning, I go to school to water the garden. I guess I sorta expected someone to be at school, but no one was. =( Ohmygoodness, I had such a hard time with it. I think I plugged in the thing wrong cause the water was really weak and everything. Then, as I was watering, I guess I stepped on a mob of ants of something because they started swarming my shoes and kept going up my legs! It was HORRIBLE! I started hella freaking out and just hosed my shoes and legs, so I was pretty soaked. It’s pretty funny to think about it now though. It was terrible, at the moment. Then Nickey came to pick me up so OMG, lifesaver. I don’t think I could’ve finished watering by myself. So after that, I go to check my grades again. The lady says it has been changed to an A+, so yay! However, I will not be content until I see it for myself. Then, we go to Nickey’s. I saw Phuc&Denny while we were leaving though. I miss them bunches on top of bunches. There, we decide to try P’zones from Pizza Hut, so we ordered them online and went to go pick them up. Since my shoes were soaked, I went barefoot and stayed in the car with Kitty. The buildings at that location are hella weird; Kitty thinks I’m hella weird for noticing. haha. Mm, and she likes me the most. (: So after, we go back to Nickey’s to eat. Kitty&I shared, and I still couldn’t finish my half! I ate like a fourth, if that. It is hellala filling. Then we just chill and stuff. He started saying goodbye already. =( Later, Nickey&I go to Office Depot so he can get stuff for his mom. I saw these Eco Led Pencils! I want! haha. Then we go to Michael’s and got string for our tokens.  We go back and Lisa, Everett, and Jimmerson were there. We make the necklaces then I leave and yea. I go driving for like an hour and my instructor believes I am ready.

Tuesday 06/30/09

I passed my driving test today! I am now licensed! Woo!

Okay anyway today, I go w/ my instructor around 8iish to the DMV. We drive for a little bit then go there. I was SUPER SUPER SUPER nervous. I think it’s worse than that AP, SAT, finals nervousness. I drove 6 hours last August, and 4 hours this June. Maybe 1 hour w/ my daddy & 1 w/ Nickey. 12 hours of driving total in my lifetime, and I was taking my license test?! So the evaluator comes out. I am informed that there will be another one in the back. WTH?! I was less nervous once I started driving. We get back and I passed! The front evaluator gave me -8 and the other gave me -5. After, my instructor tells me that very few people pass w/ 2 evaluators, ‘cause the other is from the state and so it’s super difficult. I felt so proud. (: I was super happy! Yay! I told only one person before and texted 3 people immediately after. That tells me a lot.

Okay so, I have my MUN officer meeting in a bit. I’ve been really on top of everything in all of my clubs, so I feel really good. (: And it’s crazy. It’s like our early one year. It’s only fitting really, considering this is a goodbye until August. Anyway, I have to shower and get ready&everything, since I have to pick up the MUN binder from Annie before I head to Starbucks.

Crap Crap Crap tomorrow’s July. It’s time to start on summer homework. =( Crap. I highly doubt it’d happen, and I highly doubt I’d be sticking to a schedule. Rawr. >[

Downtown Proposal Transformed

The last 3 days have been quite super. I<3Summer.

Tuesday 06/23/09

So I go to school again to deal with grades and get super frustrated because Ms. O’neil has not changed my grade yet. So I take a million trips between the math building and the counseling office to deal with it, since Ms. O’neil was not there and Mrs. Low says I should just get the paper and fill out as much as I can and leave it for Ms. O’neil to sign the next day. I entrusted Jimmy Bao with the significant task. haha. But yea, Frustration Frustration! It still has not changed by the way as of today, so it just all really sucks and I do not know what to do. =( The counseling office lady was also very mean! I am also upset that they mess up my grades yet I have to go through so much stuff and still not have it fixed. Rawr! Anyway afterwards, I stay in Mrs. Low’s to hang out until Nickey came. The paid tutors are lazy! So I help a few and hang with them tutors. Then I go to the bathroom and come back and Nickey was there. He was matching with me! OMG! Weird! haha(:

Mmkay so after we say farewell to Mrs. Low and whatnot, Nickey takes me to downtown, and we end up exploring the whole day! For almost 7 hours, walking around downtown!(: So first, we go to the museum of art and there were quite interesting pieces of art. Some of it is very amazing, especially after seeing that they were drawn and painted by hand! Beautiful! And then there was one that I wanted to take a picture of, but I didn’t know if we could or not, so I tried and the lady didn’t let me. =( But I found it online, and yea, cool right?!

It’s those animal circus cookies! We then spend a buncha time at the gift shop cause they had such cool stuff! We got these cutesy love tokens. (: After that, we stop by the St. Joseph Cathedral so I can show Nickey how beautiful it is. I’d be willing to get married there. (: After, we go around, and sit at the Veterans Memorial Grove Place cause we were both hot and tired.

Then we cross the bridge there and try to go find the giant Monopoly Board. After going around&around,then around the Children’s Discovery Museum, we finally saw it. And it was RIGHT THERE! I’m just mad that I’ve passed it all these years and have never seen it. Insane. haha. But yay, I finally got to see it.(:

After that, we go hang out at the Tech Museum. It was a bit weird, since I usually volunteer there but yea! There were so many things I haven’t seen on my shifts, so it was fun. (: I tried to grow green jellyfish protein again, this time with Nickey and we succeeded! (: He beat me in all the games though. Rawr. haha. I tried to get all the GeneKid Cards but I only got 8. =( But it was fun!

After, we hang out at the park for a bit, then he takes me to Fuji Sushi. OMG, me, sushi? I know. He said I had to be openminded though and yea. We tried four kinds and surprise surprise, I ended up liking one of the raw ones the most! If I don’t think about it, then I can eat it. Crazy, right? And then Nickey orders a Sushi Pizza togo, LOL, and then we get free dessert and it was so pretty! It’s like a tiny edible arrangements. Cutestuff.

So after that, we go to Nickey’s and hang out and stuff and yea. Then we go to Target at almost 10 but couldn’t find what we needed. Then we went to Qcup, and Nickey was criticizing how much that one sucked. haha. I think it’s cause it was so late at night and stuff. So we go to 7/11 so he can get a hot dog since his chicken sucked. Then I’m dropped off and yea, it was a really good day. (:

Wednesday 06/24/09

In the morning, I go to volunteer at the Tech. There was door trouble again but I called Cindy and she let me know that the side door was open. First day we work by ourselves, and I was the second person to choose for the lottery thing so that was good. (:  I got to choose a leavable station for my last one since Nickey&I wanted to catch a movie at 1:55 at Oakridge so I had to leave right away. I worked Jet Pack, Wet Lab, and Arm Wrestling. I freaked out a bit cause I didn’t know one of the controls of Jet Pack, but I got help so yay. (: My favorite is probably Wet Lab though. I should try some different stations though. But the only other I probably want to do is Water Table, but it doesn’t seem all that exciting. I like the ones I did. I got to bond with Cindy during break so that was nice. I get to leave 8 minutes early due to the scheduling mistake. As I leave, I see Mrs. Low there! She’s such a sweet, funny lady. She says that Nickey&I make her realize how unfair it is for her, as a parent, to not let her kids date, since we’re such good kids who deserve to have an open relationship. Oh dear, if life was only that easy, huh? As a parent, I’d probably conflict with myself regarding that as well. I go buy Nickey the puzzle book he wanted the day before but didn’t get, so he has company when he goes to Vietnam. Woo! Employee Discount! A cheap one, but still! So cool! Then Nickey, Kitty, and Ricky come to get me. We watch the Proposal and it was a good movie! It made me think a lot though. But what doesn’t? Then after Nickey takes me to the Disney Store and buys me Nemo. (: Considering that everytime I go in there, I grab Nemo and put it back when I leave. (: Then we go get Qcup so Nickey can have “better” Q-cup. I try the lover’s fruit drink and it actually tastes pretty good! Just sour though. And then on the way back, “Kitty, sit up! Put your seat belt on! There’s a cop!” LOL. You just had to be there.

Thursday 06/26/09

I decided it was going to be one of those not do much days, so I wore glasses instead of putting on contacts. So on the way to the doctor’s, Thao calls and says she’s coming down, so meet her at Phuc’s. At the doctor’s there was a hella long wait. So then the same doctor comes that I’ve seen except for the very first time, and he notices that I’m wearing glasses. And he says that it looks nice and “I’ve definitely never seen you wear that purple top yet!” Considering I’ve only seen him three times, it’s pretty weird. He’s really weird. So yea, he asks me about what I’m doing in the summer and where I plan on applying to college and stuff. And he forces me to pick one and make it my first choice. haha. So I tell him about Stanford, UCLA, Berkeley, etc. but how I’m not really expecting much since it’s too hard to get in. He tells me that he went to Stanford while most his friends go to Berkeley, and then he went to UCLA and Cal Poly for graduate school, and how they were all good schools. He tells me not to leave MIT out either, and that he expects great things out of me. Considering he doesn’t even know me, that’s interesting. He’s very very young, yet he’s gotten his PhD already. Wow. I’ve always thought he was overly friendly and nice, but it’s pretty cool how he remembers his patients like that. It’s crazy. If I was ever a doctor, I’d want to be like that too. Well, maybe a bit less, since it can get a bit creepy too. haha. So after, I go to Phuc’s and we chill and talk while the movie Love, Actually was on. I need to watch the whole thing and do it justice since Phuc says it’s a good movie, but all I got from it was British accents and disturbing porn making. Interesting enough. Then we go to Subway to eat, and go to Starbucks. Thao&I established that we are very jealous girls, as much as we’d hate to admit it. My brother texts to tell me to go with him to Transformers. He never asks, and we never get to hang out anymore, and considering the present circumstances, I just had to. I felt horrible for leaving Thao&Phuc, especially since Thao couldn’t go home yet and her mom was yelling at her for not having it planned. =( So yea, my brother picks me up and we go with his girlfriend and Vy and Anna to Eastridge. The 6 one was sold out so we buy tickets for the next one and go look around. We look at phones and I find out my brother used my update, which was probably worth like 2 updates. =( I probably can’t get one until September. boo. Not that I have enough money to afford it now anyways. Then we go back and there was already a line. So we stay in line and then go in and yea. I tried a white cherry icee since they were out of blue rasberry and it was pretty good. Transformers was really good! Way to play on my fears. That’s reality though. And then I got a bit heated over certain things but that’s that. I know I’ve got many faults and shortcomings myself, but for the most part, I realized that I am a great sister that does not deserve any of that. And especially, compared to some completely inconsiderate individuals, my goodness. So we go back to Thu’s then home. Oh, and I am so excited for Harry Potter!

Today

I guess today will be one of those not do much days. We’ll see. I’m about to go somewhere with my mom I think. Nickey’s getting glasses. hahahaha. (:

This past week, I’ve been around at least 7 people who criticize way too much. I’ve learned that I don’t like people who criticize excessively. Especially those who are exactly, if not worse, than those whom they are criticizing. Reflect it upon yourself for a change, hmm? Besides, who are you to judge? Maybe I am naiive for never finding enough faults in things for criticizing. But hey, I’m not perfect either. I try not to, but when I do, at least I try not to hold it against them. 7 people in one week? This stuff is really getting under my skin.

I hate those days when I type smileys on AIM, but I am crying my eyes out. I hate those days when tears are streaming down my face, but I am able to keep my voice steady and cheery enough so that the person on the phone cannot tell. I hate that I can do it. And just because of certain words or comments. And mostly from you.

By the way, I don’t think I like you very much. Especially when you’re around your little friends. Sometimes, I think you’re fake. I am amazed that I just said that, because how often do I say such things about someone? Ironic how I like you when we talk one on one. But then again, what can I do regardless? I guess it came with the package. Cause I am not going to be like them and put someone else’s happiness in jeopardy.

I used to think you were so good with words. WTH happened?

And then still, too many reasons why it wouldn’t; not enough for how it would.

I’d probably be boycotting love movies come July. =( It’s like an extended weekend, without even texting. =( And those sucked more than enough.

For the past year, Fridays have just not been my day. It’s when I reflect upon all the negative things in my week and let it hit me. Because I can’t afford to be sad and mope throughout the week, since I have homework and so many other things to worry about and keep my head clear for. And then I don’t get my nightly phonecall and it sucks. Somehow, I influenced Jimmy into it too. Sorry. (: I used to lovelovelove Fridays. Bring it back for me. 

Time

Yea, I hate how I already feel like there’s not enough time for all the things I want to do this summer. I already feel like summer is too short. =(

Oh yea, interview actually went really swell. She loves me and my answers and supposedly, I surpass her expectations. But I hate expectations. But then it’s not so bad if you surpass them. Hmm. Whatever, I still hate expectations. Anyway tho, I understand the dilemma so no big deal. It was an interesting experience nonetheless.

I have more to say, but maybe later. I think I’m going to finally watch Iron Man.

The Key is a Faucet

Today, I woke up, and stayed in bed to think. Good thoughts, for once. (:

I was supposed to go to YB at like 8 w/ Jenny and Trixy, but nah. haha. I go to schoolat 10ish, asked this office lady where Ms. Garrett’s room was, and went there. By the way, nicest office lady I’ve ever spoken to. I go to Ms. Garrett, ask her for the water key thing, and she hands me this huge faucet thing. Weird. I go to the courts, Jimmy comes, then Trixy, Jimmy, and I hook everything up and water the garden and whatnot. We go return the key, and go play tennis. I stink. Really bad. After Trixy and Jenny left though, Jimmy&I played with TK and John, and I got better, so yay. (: After that, hung at the bleachers and Tammy and Andrew came. I wasn’t planning to leave yet until my parents called and said they were near so they might as well pick me up. I was supposed to see Nickey for a bit today so he can give me his USB, but he never told me when or whether he was or not. So I’m leaving. I was about to call him to tell him not to come, but he calls me and tells me he’s at YB. I felt really really bad, since I was leaving already. =( And now, I still feel really bad, even though I should not. FML. When do I ever not feel bad?

Make me feel better, please. Happy streaks never last.

Anyway, I should continue the project that I’ve started a while back. Considering that it’s harder now that I must be sneaky, and will have limited access. I mean, I have extra time than I should, but that’s actually a bad thing. =( Let’s hope it works out well though.