This is the madness.
I always complain about work, I know. Because it takes away 3 hours of my already stress-filled and busy day of school & homework & STUFF. It is mentally and physically demanding and draining. However, I don’t like working, but I love the kids. I have grown quite close to my students. I bring them mini Christmas presents while they surprise me with chocolates, Valentine’s cards, squishy animals, and anything penguin-related.
I’m getting transferred to another place because they need someone who can tutor higher-level math like Calculus. I forgot all my higher-level math and would not like to unnecessarily relearn it. I do not want to work with teenagers because teenagers are a pain. And it didn’t help that my students begged me to stay and gave me big hugs today, even though tomorrow is my last day. =(
On a stranger note, I’m going to Sadies w/ Marco, because he asked me to match him today, even though I had decided to not go. DJ JoePham, it better be good. It was all you. haha.
Today, I realize that school isn’t high enough on my priorities. There is no doubt that I do everything I need to get done regarding school and it certainly is extremely important to me. But I find that I’ve been spending days having fun without even spending an hour on studying. Blame senioritis or procrastination or whatever, but its really just my mindset and how I’ve always been. Hard to believe, maybe, but it’s true. I wish I could take an hour to do just one scholarship essay instead of attending every single outing there is. School must work around my fun schedule, when it should be the other way around. Imagine college. Got most likely to succeed today. You guys trippin’.
This is the madness.
