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American Apparel Hoodies - $25 Navy / Sea Blue + Time +...

Sun, 22 Nov 2009 20:53:24 -0800

American Eagle - 19.50

F21 - 12.50

F21 - 24.80

F21 - 34.80

F21 - 22.80

F21 - 17.80

F21 - 19.80

F21 - 19.80

Old Navy - 26.50

Target - 7.99 Any Color

American Apparel Hoodies - $25 Navy / Sea Blue

+ Time

+ Homework-free passes (=

+ Stress - Relievers

Sizes: Small, but if it looks too small, then Medium.

If you can’t find the above, I currently want socks, scarves, jackets, size 2 converses, cute bras to match them cute undies from Stephanie(=, totes, & cutestuff from Target.

Thank you, Secret Santa. I adore you. (=

*IMPORTANT: THIS WISH LIST IS ONLY FOR THE SECRET SANTA WITH CARLA, ATHENA, TAMMY, STEPHANIE, HUONG, AND NICOLE ONLY. NO ONE ELSE CAN GET ME THESE. kthxbye. (=

Dear Tumblr,

I am back because I had to post up a Secret Santa Wishlist.

Sorry I am late, girls. Before Monday though, so no -$5! Mwahahaha. (= I really did get to sleep this weekend! I had more than 8 hours each night! And I can’t even remember the last time I got 8 hours so yea! Okay, love you girls! (=

Goodbye Tumblr. Be back when college apps + everything else is done! (=

Ouch.

Sun, 20 Sep 2009 22:10:35 -0700

The last two weeks have been eventful. Good and bad, as always. Updates eventually, hopefully.

But at the moment, I don’t feel very well. I hate that my moments of happiness last only hours at most. Lately.

Forgive but not forget. I am scarred.

I am too effing understanding. Sometimes, it’s not understanding anymore. It is stupidity. I’ve been stupid, and continue to be.

The imagination kills. I cannot be given time to think.

Heart pains and uneasy stomach.

Thinking about it makes me feel like vomiting.

I have nasty thoughts and ugly emotions.

I can’t help it. It’s too easy to feel forgotten. I have lost faith in words.

You say you are, but you don’t seem it.

I am scared to feel the way I feel, due to fear that it will make things worse.

Go ahead, everyone. Tell me you told me so.

It’s enough for a flood, no joke. I am amazed at cotton’s absorbency.

I can’t put into words how I feel, or what I want. I have an internal battle with myself.

There’s things you know you just don’t deserve.

I just know I feel sick to my stomach, and I want to throw up. I hate the things my emotions do to me.

Ouch.

"It’s so funny how we set qualifications for the right person to love, while at the back of our minds..."

Thu, 17 Sep 2009 22:30:15 -0700

“It’s so funny how we set qualifications for the right person to love, while at the back of our minds we know that the person we truly love will always be an exception.”

- (via xnesquick) (via simplyannieee)

"Yo Espinosa, Imma let you finish, but last year’s Spanish 3 class was the best one."

Wed, 16 Sep 2009 23:43:15 -0700

“Yo Espinosa, Imma let you finish, but last year’s Spanish 3 class was the best one.”

- KevinTLuu (via tammybui)

Word.

And when I'm older and my daughter asks me who my first love was, I don't wanna have to pull out an old album. I want to be able to point across the room and say "he's sitting right over there."

Wed, 16 Sep 2009 23:42:55 -0700

cindeeloves:

nhaaann:

ohsosoulful:

sammyycakes:

(via dyarinaaa) (via eshaaa) (via cindyrs) (via ethoe) (via meeetcho)

"You don’t get to choose, you just fall in love. And you get this person who is all wrong and all..."

Wed, 16 Sep 2009 23:16:09 -0700

“You don’t get to choose, you just fall in love. And you get this person who is all wrong and all right at the same time. And you know that you love them so much except sometimes they just drive you completely insane and no one can explain it and the reason its so confusing is because its love. but if love didn’t have any challenges, what would be the point?”

- Party of Five (via xnesquick) (via simplyannieee)

peenaa: simplyannieee: xnesquick: restartmyheart: credit...

Wed, 16 Sep 2009 23:08:34 -0700

peenaa:

simplyannieee:

xnesquick:

restartmyheart:

credit unknown :(

"It’s funny how big of an impact you have on me. It’s like when I see you, you don’t even have to..."

Mon, 14 Sep 2009 21:55:21 -0700

“It’s funny how big of an impact you have on me. It’s like when I see you, you don’t even have to speak, all you can do is smile, and it can make my day, and that’s how I remember my reasons for loving you.”

- (via xnesquick) (via simplyannieee)

simplyannieee: tofuu: phosuperhero: happyxsadtime: the same...

Sun, 13 Sep 2009 15:56:04 -0700

simplyannieee:

tofuu:

phosuperhero:

happyxsadtime:

the same goes for APs

freal -_-

this makes me scared of next year. LOL

hahaha!

xnesquick: crystalmaee: There’s a little truth behind every just kidding, a little curiosity behind...

Sun, 13 Sep 2009 15:51:56 -0700

xnesquick:

crystalmaee:

There’s a little truth behind every just kidding, a little curiosity behind every just wondering, a little knowledge behind every I don’t know, and a little emotion behind every I don’t care.

Ordered by most used:time haha love jimmy feel stuff people...

Wed, 09 Sep 2009 22:38:46 -0700

Ordered by most used:

time haha love jimmy feel stuff people hella didn happy phuc pretty hope night parents tammy school makes summer girl

"I can’t be mad at you for hurting me over and over again because over and over again I’ve let you."

Wed, 09 Sep 2009 21:35:34 -0700

“I can’t be mad at you for hurting me over and over again because over and over again I’ve let you.”

- (via xnesquick)

ayegerrimae: itsjustnt: AHHAHAHAH...

Wed, 09 Sep 2009 19:36:10 -0700

ayegerrimae:

itsjustnt:

AHHAHAHAH cutes.

whatthecindy:

AWWWWW, HOW CUTE!

californiabear:

sq3rbear:

Dave and Liz - 48 Hour Version - San Jose 48 Hour Film Project 2009 (via jameschens)

This is too genius

This is hella adorable!

LOL.

cindeeloves: (via bluquote)

Wed, 09 Sep 2009 19:22:35 -0700

cindeeloves:

(via bluquote)

Happy Birthday, Yen Bui!

Wed, 09 Sep 2009 00:02:44 -0700

Nine Nine Oh Nine!

Have a good one, my dear!

<333

"You have been summoned to court for trespassing my dreams, stealing my heart and robbing my..."

Tue, 08 Sep 2009 23:59:49 -0700

“You have been summoned to court for trespassing my dreams, stealing my heart and robbing my feelings. If guilty: you are sentenced to be with me forever. How do you plead?”

- Theofilus Gotlieb (I thought this was cute :D) (via xnesquick)

Goodbyes.

Tue, 08 Sep 2009 23:58:34 -0700

So leaving off from last blog:

Sunday evening:

I went to Phuc’s. Ngon had issues, so we were waiting for awhile. I played chess and uno with Diana. She is a cutie. (= Then Hanh says she’d take us to Valley Fair instead. We get to talk. I miss her. We get there, meet up w/ everyone, and yea. Everyone looked beautiful or handsome! (= The girls love my dress. I will let you guys borrow!(= I don’t like how it looks in pictures though. The glare. Then Cheesecake Factory. Shared one plate w/ Sophia & Tammy, and we were all quite full! Crazy. Our Tropical Iced Tea smelled good and sounded good, but SUCKED, even after we asked them to add syrup. Usual birthday traditions. Cheesecake. I’ve never been a big fan. Maybe I’m crazy. I bought one for Nickey to go toooo; the closest I could find to what he liked. Afterwards, Santana Row. Pictures. Fun stuff. Night lights. <3 Kevin was trying to be ballin’, and he achieved a stare from this Asian guy. Hilarious. Borders. Phuc & Kevin found a balcony up there and they told me to go there with them! It was so cool! Woo, prom ideas! Then we left, because Sophia had to leave. I love my friends. I miss them. I miss outings like that. I will upload pics eventually.

Monday:

Tennis practice in the morning. Trained trained trained. I didn’t feel ready yet, but Nickey came. I FINALLY got to see him after so long. It literally felt like forever. <3 He brought me a lanyard. (= I gave him his remelting cheesecake. We finallllly spent some time together. His mom told him to bring back some pho for me. (= He cooked it for me and we ate. I thought it was pretty good, but he did not. I knew I wouldn’t be able to say all I wanted to say. I didn’t think it was so necessary anymore. As I knew would happen. And I also knew I would regret not expressing all my feelings. And I do now. Rawr. I napped for a bit because he had to do stuff before going back to Berkeley. Then we went to Target so he could get stuff. He was about to drop me off when Jimmy texted me to go to his BBQ. I couldn’t decide, because I still had homework. Except, I knew that I would need company after I was dropped off, and it was Jimmy’s birthday too, then I decided to go. Nickey drops me off at Jimmy’s. I think the goodbye is even worse than the first one. I thought it would get easier. It doesn’t, because I guess I know now exactly all the things that could go wrong and exactly how bad it could get. I wonder if I’ll ever be able to get used to this. I don’t think I can. Drenched. And I slammed my thumb. Life’s just great, isn’t it?

So Jimmy’s house for his birthday BBQ. Talk talk and discussed matters. Went out to eat w/ his family, since no one else was there yet. His dad told his friends, “Having a daughter-in-law like that would be nice.” haha. (= Then Denny, Tammy, and Ngon came. Ate some more. Birthday cake, candles, wishes, etc. Hung out some more then left. I was really really thankful I decided to go, and was really really thankful for the company. I would’ve been a mess otherwise. Not that I’m not atm.

Today:

First MUN Officer Meeting. Looked for Conrotto all lunch to turn in my stuff since I had to miss class for tennis, but she never came back to her classroom. Went out of fifth. Changed. Went to Conrotto’s when fifth ended. Turned in my homework. She asked me if I went to see dolphins off the coast of Santa Cruz yet, since she told me I should go there when I said I liked dolphins during show and tell. I’m surprised she still remembers. She says Nickey should take me. Funny. Rode in Daniel’s car. Mount Pleasant. Team lost 0-6, and Annie&I lost 3-6, 2-6. I am very very frustrated with myself. We could’ve beat them. Too many unforced errors. It makes me sad. =( It also didn’t help that I was mentally waiting for a text that never happened. Idk why I do this to myself. It only makes me sad and disappointed. But I have every right to expect. I never missed one. Never never never. I was so good about it. You were too. Sometimes, love just isn’t enough. Actions > words. Not exactly the newest concept.

When I am upset at everything, I don’t want to do anything but just sit there.

Earlier, I was talking on the phone w/ Nickey and a bunch of his new friends. They seem nice. And for some reason, it sorta made me feel a bit better. Idk how, it just does.

I tried so hard. I am trying so hard. I went through so much trouble and so much stress. I can’t believe you forgot. Or even one peak would’ve been nice.

Sometimes, I’m glad you don’t read this, so you don’t know exactly how horrible things are. Sometimes, I wish you did, so you would understand more, and hopefully make things better.

Humans are just never satisfied.

Dear Boy.

Tue, 08 Sep 2009 22:06:59 -0700

xnesquick:

Even when I’m mad at you, I will never tell you that I am.

Sometimes I feel like I’m trying too hard.

I don’t like free samples.

When my day sucks, you make it better, even if it was just a “hi”.

How come you never ask me how my day went?

Do you ever think of us?

You always apologize for the wrong reasons.

It’s hard sometimes.

I’ll never give up on you.

You make me so confused.

Sometimes I feel like I can’t say anything to you.

If you don’t tell someone how you feel, don’t assume that they know.

I try really hard to cheer you up when you’re down.

I don’t like it when you don’t even notice when I’m down.

Why must you be so gosh darn mysterious?!?

I want to know what goes on in your head.

Maybe one day, I’ll get all the answers I’m looking for. It’s just hard waiting for it. Making a list of things I want to say really helped. I guess.

I can actually relate to a lot of these.

"I want a boy who would hold my hand in line at the mall & make all the girls jealous. I want..."

Tue, 08 Sep 2009 21:54:13 -0700

“I want a boy who would hold my hand in line at the mall & make all the girls jealous. I want someone who would sing to me at random moments. Someone who is more goofy than romantic. A boy who would throw stuffed animals at me when I’m acting dumb. Someone who would bet me kisses that he could beat me at all the old playstaion p games & then let me win. A guy who would make fun of me just to hear my laugh. He’d played with my hair all the time & surprise me with 25 cent rings. Someone who I could share lollipops with & lay on a blanket with to count the stars. We’d buy tons of disposable cameras to take the silliest pictures of each other & squirt waterguns at each other in the house. But mostly ; some who would be my best friend & would never break my heart. He would just always make me smile …”

- That’d be nice. (via dalenasecret)

<3 i like this mucho :]

(via fatttayyy)

"Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who..."

Tue, 08 Sep 2009 21:52:49 -0700

“Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep… wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you’ re just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU… The one who turns to his friends and says, thats her…”

- (via fatttayyy)